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31 December 2012

TOMORROW R NEW DAY ...

Today is the last story mory for end 2012... well tomorrow my new story book started by chapter to chapter mengisahkan suka duka abt WHAT IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE...

Sempat lg, my son snap pic i yg tengah nangis... sbb mama dia selalu menyorok kalu nangis.. so... wish next year i tak akan nangis mcm nie lg... i dh cukup merana dh...

This year (2012) adelah YEAR yg tragis utk i... i alwayz crying.. boleh kira lar hampir hari2 gak lar... normally after sembahyang selalu i nangis, ye lar kat sapa lg kita boleh meluahkan isi hati dan kebuntuan.. HANYA DENGAN BERDOA JER..... geng office selalu complaint coz nampak sgt mata i bengkak asik nangis jer. Entah aper lar dugaan yang aku lalui tahun nie... 

Lg satu, bila aku belek badan sendiri depan cermin, ishhh rasa tak pueh hati... so hari2 aku dok menonyoh satu parut yang buat aku teringat masa lampau tp bukan parut bersalin tau.. alamak bdn byk parut tak tau maner satu.. hahaha... acah jer.. kuikuikui... ngan seribu harapan agar parut itu akan hilang terus !!!!... ermmm kita gi buek laser ok jugak kan... hahaha ....actually SEBENARNYER ITU LAR PERASAAN KU perumpamaan parut yang kekal .. tp kan, org tua2 pernah ckp la, ko try lew sental parut tu tp kesan effect yg terluka di dlm dh merobek di jiwa dan raga oo... usshhh makan dalam toqq ... !! wahhhh dahsyat ayat yg telah dibikin semula tuew...

Memandangkan nk masuk tahun baru sok ... i wish i will never cry again... i will throw away all stupid junk n live with my own life. I deserved to be happy mcm org lain gak... !!! kalu pikir kan memang tak adil.. arrrhhh PASRAH jew !!

Well, for started as human being, lets put your past mistakes and failures behind you, we're all human, put you're past in the past. Try to forgive all who have done you wrong, but forgive those who dont know what you've been through!! look towards the future! YEAH.....



Erm, i tertarik ngan quote dibawah niew .... 10 WORDS FOR WISDOM ... actually gud for practice untuk memulakan new chapter in our life... xpecially my life hahaha...  



Setelah baca punyer baca ... no 1. should be no problem lar... small matter jew tuw...  yang no. 2 nie, depends on situations sbb kita tak tau what happen next... tp kalu dh set kan matlamat should be no problemo de!!!...
 
Ha... WHERE THERE IS LOVE THERE IS LIFE... now n forever my true LUV is my son and daughter n because of that, they are my life and my world...   no. 4 ... well stand up after make a stupid mistakes... belajar utk terima hakikat supaya dapat bergerak kehadapan to improved n make my life success !! chayoookkk !!! 

No. 5 and no. 6 YOUR HEALTH IS YOUR REAL WEALTH n HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR .. huhuhu.... im doing it now de... !!! no. 7 tuw.... ermmmm... haaa anggap jer mcm REDHO jer memanjang.. tak susah pun... no.8, 9  dan 10.... jeng.. jeng... tengah nk mengimproved kan diri... hahahaha sabo.. sabo...

OK dah sampai penghujung coretan i for last 2012.... sbbkan i pose hari nie, so tak byk yg i nk membebel-bebel.. otak dh jem sbb hypo tak makan kan.. first day pose standard... hari nie i less berckp takut byk dose... lg pun nie pose ganti plus i ader simpan nazar sikit utk tahun baru... semoga ALLAH memberkati apa yg telah i lakukan dan segala pengorbanan yang i dh buat... 

I wish i will never cry again, i wish that i will find my soul mate oneday, i wish that i will success oneday, i wish that i will be good mother to my kids, i wish that i will be gud daughter to my parents, i wish that i will be gud secretary to my sweet boss, i wish i will be a millionaire oneday, i wish that i will be seorg wanita yg disegani, i wish my kids are the best,  i wish they will be success in life and more independent... so many i wanna to wish in my life tp tak nak lar terlalu tamak sgt... so... kita redho.. berkat usaha dan kesabaran pasti membuah hasil insyaallah.... 
 
AMIN ..... xoxo

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